As many of you know, I am in highschool. Let me tell you, being 15 sucks. Especially when your the bigger one of the bunch. All of my friends are either super pretty or super skinny and sometimes BOTH. It sucks because most of them were just born with the metabolism and don’t have to work for their bodies.. Myself,on the other hand, came from a rather large family. Everyone loves food and almost everyone is the “big” type. I was born with a slow metabolism and everything I eat, shows. Its horrible. I wish I could like my body. I wish I could just throw cloths on and not have to worry about how they look. I just wish I was perfect… If only. But no, i will continue to have to work for a great body and a clear face. I will have to work off those extra calories while the best friend gets to lay around. But its okay. (: Hopefully, one day, I will be proud of myself. I will love myself. And my body. Maybe even sometime soon. Until then, lots of love <3
-Jessie Rae <3
I will be stepping onto the scale weekly to make sure I am staying in check.
I wll record my weight on here and hopefully see change in myself!!
If the weight is good or if it is bad, I would hope you guys will help me to stay movtivated. (:
Thanks for all of you guys do and I will be on tomorrow to record my first weigh-in!